Saturday, September 12, 2009

Feelings

Megan's vital signs have remained constant these past few days. But, I know in the back of my head that if I close my eyes, I might not see her here with me again.

I know she will be fine. I don't have to worry about her. She will be better than she ever has been.

I worry about our family. 
How will we be the same?
How will we be different?
Will we hurt as long as we are here on earth?

It is a comfort to know that in the distant future we will be together again. I try to focus on that.

But we are still humans with earthly feelings that well up inside us.
I haven't cried for a few days. But I feel it coming again.
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5 comments:

  1. Glen AsburySeptember 13, 2009 at 7:50 AM

    Thank you for your prayers, Lori. It's been so long since I've sat down and caught up on everyone's blogs that I didn't know what you were dealing with right now. Are you in Indy?

    Praying hard for Megan and you, that you feel the Father's mighty arms holding you up right now.

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 13, 2009 at 7:51 AM

    Ok, I accidently left the last message as my husband instead of me!

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  3. AmySeptember 13, 2009 at 10:14 AM

    Lori, we are continuing to pray for you and your family. May GODS will be done and may you continue to be strong in your faith.

    Amy Schlemmer

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  4. PammSeptember 13, 2009 at 5:05 PM

    I've wondered about how your life will be, too. I'm not sure if there's a way to prepare or not. I'm glad you're taking time to think things through. Love you, Lori.

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  5. ShanSeptember 14, 2009 at 12:47 PM

    Praying... There's no way to know, I still don't know how I feel. The wounds too fresh. Psalm 34:18, just hold on to that.

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